Better Way Continues

The vice is you did you ever think of that way.  How do you want to continue on with your life.  You know that you have a choice and that you are the blame.  The time for denial is over its time to take action.

You must want to stop with all you heart deep down inside your soul.  Now tell yourself I no longer want to live like this I want a better life.  I will work hard and do whatever it takes to take control of my vice.  It has taken the things I love most in my life away from me.

I want my life back and I know someone cares.  I can send this vice away for good.  I truly believe and want everyone to believe in me.  Remember how long it took to get to where you are and that it does not happen over night.

Now that you have decided to take action realize that you will not be trusted over night.  What have you used to replace your vice?  Have you started to go to ball games, dancing, singing, playing an instrument, jogging, walking, telling jokes.

The feeling just gets weaker over time like an war wound, broken leg or maybe a car accident.  When we heal we will walk down memory lane but it will get easier for everyone.  The days go by and life starts to feel more full, dreams are colorful.

People once again remember your name.  We believe in something or someone that is more powerful than anything in the universe.  Somehow this planet and all the things on it were created for us to use and inhabit. How do you feel about yourself today?

What you are doing is coming back to reality.  The world that never stops turning and growing.  The people that love each other because they are human beings and this is how we were taught to live.  You are strong and have taken back life.

'LEARNING THE MECHANISM THAT MAKES OUR VICE GROW CAN BE THE ANSWER TO MAKING IT STOP AND GO AWAY.'

Life is much to short and as you age you realize how short it really is so use your life doing good things.   

Change For The Better

Who do you think you are?  I am you looking back at me in the mirror.  Day in and day out three hundred sixty five days of the year.  But do you know what I have that you do not have at this time.

Piece of Mind

 I have answered those questions that have haunted be to the point I could not sleep at night.  I can honestly say that I have made a change.  But I did have to give up something that was holding me down.  My vice had to stay in the box I put it in.  I could not wake up tommorrow or the next day or even the next  week and say I am cured forever.

Because that vice was waiting for me to fall.   Because no matter what name you call your vice, disease, illness, unconscious behavior it never goes away.  So if you think you can go for three months of six months and be done.  You are one mixed up fool.  My vice would not lay down ever though the years started to pass and I began to feel good about myself.  

What do you want? 

It has been seventeen years now and my family finally has started to talk to me again.  No matter what vice you have overcome and work on keeping in check everyday of your life.  The hurt that it inflicted on your family and friends will not stop.  Time passes and people begin to forget as the good you do replaces the bad.  

Do you say a prayer or thank a friend?  Do you tell a loved one I can not believe that you stayed with me.    Keeping a journal may seem like a silly thing to do.  But as you answer certain questions and you reach a new platoe in your lives you may start to forget things.   But you may just know someone else that has a vice similar to your vice.  

So,  you can reach back and tell them what not to do.   Maybe this person is not ready to know the truth but you can put him on the path to facing it himself.   They might just remember you one day when they see you on the street.   Some vices are not as bad as others do you believe such a thing.  Even though it may noyt be intoxicating it does not inflict the pain on other people.

But it does hurt them to see the way that you are because they love you.  Love can help but it can not cure especially for someone that does not have a problem.  So which one are you?  Hanging on the edge of the fence or always known?  Would not  get help!

There is no more time!   Either do something or let those un-fortunate ones go.  God did not give you the right to torture the ones you say you love.

Your vice is not curable  and you have known it for years.

Change is for the Better.